Current mood:	blank
Current music:	Ben Kweller - Commerce, TX

I've got a bad flavor...
BAH. I guess that should be followed by a humbug. I do not know what is new that you kids would care to read about, if anyone still reads this thing anyways. My brain is going at a million miles an hour (hey, what else is new?) and I can't shut it off for the life of me. I am sort of changing... sort of not. Life has been going ok... I miraculously made it through first semester with a 3.6 (nothin spectacular, but with all that had happened, well, its something I am proud of)and for the most part, I am pretty healthy. So what's the problem? Well, it's going to be massively whiny sounding and pathetic, but it is the fact that I am pretty much alone. I have my friends and everything... but everyone sort of has their own thing, their own top priority, and (gag me with a spoon) that top priority has never in the history of my being been me. I have never been especially important to anyone, which is sort of abnormal and also makes me question myself as a person. What makes me so undesirable? Is it the fact that I think in terms of livejournal entries such as this? They say that in order to be loved, you must first love yourself. Perhaps this is my problem. Ok, you no longer have to endure my shit, at least not until I can think of a better way to say what I mean.